13.10.09


Sometimes, somethings than everyone think it's horrible, than it's the worst thing than could happen, for me look like something good... when u r almost without hopes, when u can see the sunlight, don't matter how stronger it is, when the night than u used to apreciate, look without an end, nd the moon it wasn't there anymore, lie down for a litlle, or for a long, time, seens something good...how knews, maybe when u open ur eyes again, u can find some pink butterflies... when ur mind it's full of black butterflies, dark thoughs, nd even dark fellings, nd looks like everyone wants to let u down, like everyones hurts, was ur falt... but u know than it's not... nd hve no idea how change this hole thing, all u want is jump high, nd get in into a colorfull mess... go to a shining place, when u'll get the knowledge about how get out off this, go to the king Cross, when u can decide, if u'll get the train, nd go away for good, or u'll come back... Hope I hve this opition, go to King Cross, met Dumbledore, nd ask him to give me some magic, some kind of knowledge of how get out of all this... well, maybe than I could find my rose butterfly, nd see Le Vir en Rose again... anyway.. C'est La Vie...


P.s. photoedition by myself. shot found on google..

7.10.09


I don't know wht happen with me today, I was felling so shining, so light... so... dunno... just felling good u know... like, when she says than I was beauty, was so good, she's like muuuuuuch more beautifull than me, much more skinny and all, dunno, fell good when she says that... dunno how long been than I didn't felling this way, I used to feel like this when I was dating, stupid reason i know, but it was how I used to felt... :) even eat could let me down today...

that's all I guess... ;)

6.10.09

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Well, well, well... cá estou eu, de novo, pela trigesima vez so hje, escrevendo, nao pretendo fazer apresentaçoes, talvez diga o porque desse blog, quem tem fake A/M e me tem nele sabe qm eu sou, e provavelmente dispensa essas explicaçoes, para os demais, aos poucos vou me mostrando mais. Só preciso deixar uma coisa extremamente clara: Esse é um blog pró ANNA e pró MIA, e nele pretendo relatar tudo q eu sinto, penso, como, detalhes sobre meu 'tratamento', tudo q eu nao posso mais por no meu diario no orkut, ja que prometi pra minha mae q nao ia entrar mais no orkut, pelo menos por um tempo. Bom, por hora é tudo.

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